I have a dilemma

As stated in previous blogs, I have seemingly surrounded myself with self-centered, dominating women. This stems from childhood, as my older and younger sister and mum have controlled me.
This then prevents weaker personalities from approaching me, notably women. I'm so lucky Steve didn't falter under the intense pressure of these strong women, or my maths flirts would have to wait for someone else.
But there is the problem, whereas I enjoy the intimate company of the more, nice, kind women, I appear to have a target on my back for those who look to control men. Women who enjoy having multiple boys slave themselves. And thanks to my inferior height, I have surrounded myself with boys much larger than I, which is coupled with a large number of girls who are acquainted themselves with me. No wonder only guys hit on me. In this month alone, I've been hit on, and subsequently hit on at least enough for a boy a day. I wish to at least bring girls on the same level as this alarming statistic.
My extreme openness when it comes to the opposite sex, enabling me to connect greater than the awkward man-child teen, would also frighten those who link me to feelings of romantic nature. Most girls deal with me in similar fashion, violently. Others appear to be obsessed with how awesomely awesome I am. Others obsess over my physical beauty, mistaking my HAWTness for cuteness.
Others just enjoy my humour, and then there are the few that enjoy me for my 'personality', in all its evil. Most probably I am thought of romantically by all girls, and many guys, yet you choose to ignore your feelings. Just know, I am too cool for school!!